ALMOSTLAKE: december 2012

The passion once burning hot,
is nothing more then a fading flame,
the words I long for is given away,
I will never hear them.

Once so clear and strong is weak,
nothing but a blur,
I am lost, trapped in hopes

Words are forced,
They are empty and meaningless,

I do not know the truth anymore,
Actions doubted and unreal,

I do not know what is real,
anymore,

I close my heart to you,
I close my thoughts
as they do not mean anything
To you,

I seek in you what I lost,
you seek it in others,
Once gone never to return,
I will no longer hope,

Passion, even if returned
will be nothing but doubt, forced
Words means nothing
when given, if ever

Love is elsewhere given,
admiration is gone,
if it ever was there,

Beauty will fade,
that is all I am,
to you,

I seek in others what I cant find
in you,
The depth of me is found
by others,

My Touch goes unnoticed,
your lips on mine is vague,

Words of love is given,
but not to me,
it is a repetition of
old habits

Where and when did I lose Love, admiration, and desire?